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Richard Wood

British Ambassador to Norway

Guest blogger for FCDO Editorial

22nd February 2021

My LGBT History

Visibility is important. In my first month in Norway the evening news ran a profile piece on me in which I talked about my husband Xavier. A 16 year-old boy wrote to me and told me that seeing this had made him believe for the first time that his dreams were worth just as much as everybody else’s.

Coming out as LGBT+ is hard and stressful, even with the level of acceptance in society that we have today, but when I started in this job it could cost you your career.

I joined just six weeks before the ban on LGBT+ people serving in the diplomatic service was lifted in 1991. Many of our colleagues, if discovered, were humiliated and sacked. There was no amnesty for those who joined before the ban was lifted, so many of us lived in fear even afterwards. I was outed to Security Department by colleagues while on my first posting, then put on the next flight home and told to expect dismissal. I was allowed to stay, but the price was heavy: a list of family and friends I was forced to come out to; a pink tag attached to my personnel file, and years of resentment and fear.

From that moment on I could at least choose how to talk about who I am. The lessening of the fear and shame made me better at my job, not worse. Gradually I could start to act like being gay in this job was the most natural thing in the world. I now speak about my life honestly and confidently when asked. To me, that is the best way I know how to bring the best of myself to work, but those who choose not to be open deserve a tolerant work environment too.

Experiencing full-on homophobia is thankfully rare in the job now. I smile when people assume because I am married that I’m married to a woman, I correct them politely. I don’t make a scene when I hear laddish homophobic jokes, but I make a point – even when the jokes come from those with power – to drop into the conversation later that I am gay. It still takes effort every day to guide legal and regulatory acceptance towards societal and organisational acceptance.

Those pink personnel tags were the reason FLAG (FCDO LGBT+ Staff Association) was formed. In those days it took bravery to stand up and say this was wrong. We were convinced that we were engaging in an exercise of career limitation, but the visibility was so important. That’s why we ask all of you – LGBT+ and allies – to be visible in your support, conscious of language – and even mindful of history.

LGBT+ History Month is about remembering forgotten or suppressed stories; honouring wronged colleagues. It’s important as a reminder that inclusion is a process rather than an event. This was not the blog I intended to write but history seems to weigh on my mind.

You don’t have to be gay – or even a leader – to be a role model to LGBT+ colleagues. Modelling sincere, determined and visible inclusivity – and demanding the same from those around you – is just as inspiring.